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my heart just hurts.
miserable all over again.
gorgeous, vicious, brutal, beautiful.
i feel all broken up.
so wrenching and human.
across all sadness and dismay.
so raw.
nobody knows how to deal.
focused on guilt and blame.
oh gods. you're breaking my heart.
my eyes are red from crying.
the inhuman ability to rip out my heart.
it couldn't be any other way than this.
there is just no solution.
the intensity, the brittle emotions, the development that's like a train rushing towards a broken bridge.
so toxic.
a symphony of horrors.
just awful in its sadness.
this isn't simple at all.
it's brilliant.
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lines joining dark and fire
(The whisper of the machines is like people talking through concrete.)
The colonel flicks a sheet over, ticks a box, and closes a file. He slides the file across his desk to the doctor, who takes it and holds it in hands with white scars spiderwebbed across the wrists. "He was recovered three days ago," the colonel says, impassive, warm (cold?) brown eyes fashioned on the doctor (a hawk eyeing its prey). "They drugged him to the eyeballs, wrapped him in a body bag and left him on the steps of Westminster Abbey. Their idea of a joke." He pauses, and his gaze flickers to the file in the doctor's grasp. "You've been briefed on his encounters?"
The doctor nods. "I have," he says, and his voice is molten over the colonel's broken glass.
The colonel barely acknowledges him, and leans back in his sparse chair, fingers laced demurely over his stomach (protecting against gunfire?). "We misplaced him six months ago. Everything points to him being with them for most of the time. No intelligence a
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slow-trodden pathways by vixyz slow-trodden pathways :iconvixyz:vixyz 0 10
the rules of acquisition
So, you've got this bracelet.
(Silver Bead Bracelet and Locking Bead: £25. Slender; the chain folds like snakeskin.)
It's a pretty thing. Silver snake bracelet (sterling silver, you might add: it's quality), with beads ('charms', they're calling them, somewhat antiquely) threaded onto the swerve of the band. Silver and pearl coils, and tiny silver rings with delicate gold hearts innocently swinging their way under the cuff of a sleeve; smooth silver barrels, and silver dotted with ruby garnets.
It is a pretty thing.
(Polka Dot Silver Bead: £10. Simple; silver, pitted with dots, and it reminds you of dappled water on a murky day.)
The only problem is, you can't stop.
Each bead is bought individually, and each bead costs individually, and they cost a lot (fuck, it's a lot, especially when you get the bank statement at the end of the month), but you can't stop, because the bracelet catches the light when you raise your wrist and that draws your eye (because
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yggdrasil by vixyz yggdrasil :iconvixyz:vixyz 1 4


Lovely Mulled Wine by Blessedarethecracked Lovely Mulled Wine :iconblessedarethecracked:Blessedarethecracked 6 5 in the the loneliest of places by CookieSensei in the the loneliest of places :iconcookiesensei:CookieSensei 8 11 Random Pets-Animals Tutorials by Hellobaby Random Pets-Animals Tutorials :iconhellobaby:Hellobaby 5,385 497 Apophysis 10 by mndeeeo Apophysis 10 :iconmndeeeo:mndeeeo 3 1 Life and Life by jarda13 Life and Life :iconjarda13:jarda13 31 7
Why I Don't Write Haiku
The thing with haiku -
you start with this deep message
and then run out of
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sparkling by LFly sparkling :iconlfly:LFly 27 7 Jasper by Danishfish Jasper :icondanishfish:Danishfish 12 2 Fox in a Snowstorm by thrumyeye Fox in a Snowstorm :iconthrumyeye:thrumyeye 2,228 103 Inside Out by lieinbelieve Inside Out :iconlieinbelieve:lieinbelieve 2,093 273 Red breast by Slinky-2012 Red breast :iconslinky-2012:Slinky-2012 1,717 406



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Real life isn't "oh darling you're broken let me fix you". Real life is HARD and feeling lost and not wanting to deal with it and not wanting the pain, and real life love is feeling all of that and being there anyway.

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moomin468 Featured By Owner May 9, 2010
:juggle: :winner: :aww:
vixyz Featured By Owner May 10, 2010
*pets* Yes, dear.
thanks for teh superfave on mulled wine ^^ xx
CookieSensei Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2010
totally just got faved! thank yoouu :love:
vixyz Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2010
That's what happens to people who're just fabulous. :D
jarda13 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2010
Thank you :-) for the fav :-)
vixyz Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2010
LFly Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2010
thank you so much for the :+fav:!


vixyz Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2010
:D The photo deserved it! ♥
Prana72 Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2010
thanks for the fav
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